Lucky to be alive

B efore you came into my world, I ...

Grief trapped me inside my own body until I took that vital first step

As my wife carried our little one, something more sinister was growing inside me

BY GABRIELLE MULLARKEY, PICTURES GETTY IMAGES, SHUTTERSTOCK CREATIVE ...

Desperate to get my life back, a call came which changed everything

I remember the conversation where we ended our marriage. It was a typical grey, drizzly January day as we sat at opposite ends of our big sofa in our big house, separated by the elephant I had finally