Empowering True-Life
I’ve found less is more when baring my body online...
*Miss Twiggy, 55
Adjusting my lingerie, I smiled coyly at the camera. I looked great. And what’s more, I felt great.
Watching the video back, I couldn’t take my eyes away from my body.
I felt empowered, and you could see it was radiating from my body.
‘Good morning sexy,’ I said into the microphone, as I jiggled in my lingerie. ‘Do you like the sound of my thighs?’
Uploading the video to my OnlyFans from my home in Mexico, I was so excited.
I felt so confident and beautiful – a powerful woman.
My content was never too explicit. I’m all about the tease! Posting in swimwear and lingerie, my content is suggestive and flirty not the The Full Monty.
However, I didn’t always have this power.
In my late 40s, I began doing yoga and meditation – and I reconnected with myself.
Managing my own business before finding yoga, I was unhappy.
I didn’t feel as feminine and while I’d always been superathletic, I felt self-conscious.
Dressing in sweatpants and jeans, I blended in – I was a wife and mother after all.
But I realised how uncomfortable I was in my marriage after reclaiming my femininity via yoga.
Oh my God, I’m suffocating, I thought, walking into my home after a yoga session.
I divorced my ex in 2016 and for a time I felt quite alone.
My children were adults and understood the decision. Yet, I was left with lots of responsibility.
But within the gloom I started to reconnect with old friends who’d I’d lost touch with.
One was a photographer, and I saw she’d posted beautiful photos of herself.
They were model shots and she looked great and confident – she looked like she should be in a fashion magazine.
I want to do that, I thought. And after catching up with her, she invited me to a shoot.
Taking the plunge, I stepped out in front of the camera in my favourite outfit.
I was a little nervous, but I soon came out of my shell.
Smiling and laughing, I happily posed for the camera.
Wow, this is where I’m meant to be, I thought. This is my jam.
There were other photographers there, some doing nude shoots.
The models posing for them looked gorgeous – I felt a pang of curiosity looking at them.
And it wasn’t long until a photographer messaged me! He took beautiful nude photography, and while I was a little nervous, it was still something I wanted to try.
I am full of sexual power!
It wasn’t something I had done before but with my newfound confidence and self-love, I wanted to g
