SENSUAL REAL LIFE
Catalina Lawsin, 46, has a super power that sets her apart from the crowd…
Vibrating on the spot, tingles started climbing all over my body, from my head all the way down to my toes.
With my legs and my thighs clenched together, asudden wave of euphoria started rumbling through me.
As the heat within me started gradually building, growing more intense with every passing second, abead of sweat trickled down my forehead. And then…
‘Ah!’ I exclaimed, stifling the urge to let out amoan.
Instead, I grit my teeth and let the feelings of ecstasy my orgasm brought ripple through my body.
We can do this for alittle longer, Ithought to myself, riding out the sensation.
Only, reality quickly came crashing down.
After all, Iwasn’t in the privacy of my own bedroom, having amoment of self-love.
Instead, Iwas stood outside my front door in Santa Monica, California, my dog Joplin patiently waiting at my feet to go inside after his dog walk. ‘Sorry boy,’ I breathed. Catching my breath, I unlocked the door with a newfound smile on my face.
That time, in October 2022, my orgasm had come on randomly –it came as a complete surprise.
And for me, that was ararity. As after entering my forties, I’d learned how to control my orgasms. Despite my age, Iwas in my sexual prime.
Now, Ican have an orgasm on command –whenever Iwant, wherever Iwant.
I’d been sexually aware from ayoung age –sex dominated my thoughts and Ieven pursued it for my career, too, becoming aclinical psychologist and helping disconnected couples keep the flame of intimacy lit.
But when Iexperienced a sexless relationship with my soulmate, I realised just how much sex meant to me.
Ihad ahigher sex drive than them, and I think that caused a rift between us. It changed our dynamic in the bedroom.
Now, I can even orgasm on command
But no amount of communication could solve it.
‘I’m going to need to have sex with another person in the next year,’ I said. ‘I can’t live my life in asexless relationship.’ And Imeant it.
After we inevitably broke up, I got back to my sexual roots.
Craving the sensation of a full-body orgasm, Ijumped straight back into the game. Sleeping with multiple partners again was so freeing for me –agood orgasm always made me feel so confident and sexy.
It didn’t matter that Iwas in my forties –I’d just
